that's what you get

that's what you get when you let your heart win........this is the last year i;m going to be in primary school,this is also the last time i'm sitting for exam in this school....if you think that you want to get a good grade for the last exam u take in the school....then don't let your heart win....today, i took the music exam and science exam,but i don't know hoe to do any of them.....it's quite miserable...knowing that you should study because it's the last and you let your heart win.....you might not get a good grade,too bad for me.........well,it's too late now....and i wish i didn't let my heart win,i didn't study for this two exams and i didn't know how to answer the questions,haizzz.......regreting won't do any good.....i just have to promise myself that i wouldn't use the computer unless i'm free and finish my studies........i wish that time would rewind and that i didn't let my heart win.....because that's what you get when you let your heart win....oo~~

all we know

Being in the sixth grade has given me a new start...of pain and shame and understanding and change....but this year is also the best year i had in the six years of primary school...cause this is the year i learn and star to understand everything around me,my teachers and friends and also my enemies,i forgived alot of those who deny me,underestimate me,and made fun of me.......but all i can say is that i cannot forgive only one person in class,and that nothing can change.......this is also the year i started to befriend lim xuan,she is sweet sometimes and always fun,but most important,she's always there for me when i needed help and courage.......well,i also met alot of friends under my age from scout, my group members became the most intelligent among the girls under my supervision....but most of all....i do care about them and hope that they will become good scouts or girlguides someday after i graduate and receive a "best scout "prize when i see them or will someday meet after graduation.....all we know is falling,and some might never be saved again.....all we know is saved and some will remain in our minds forever,but all we know is that the best days of my primary year is knowing all those good friends and buddies(including the ones in class and in scout)all we know is the best memories of my life because of what these people brought....they brought colours into my dark and scary life...and i became happy because of that.......all we know.........

lazy dads

Today...my friend come to my house to play....i go see his blo g and i laugh till my stomouch hurts.....he say"play his pc with happy and funny;hahahax....lolx...dunno why his english so bad...haizz...now i go to mutiara....i wanna transfer to connaught but,my dad says no...coz too complicated....why do i have such a lazy father!!~~

sorry,blame it on me

Today, our whole class got scolded by my english teacher....haizz...now no more movies to watch but that's not the point..She got angry and mad,the story starts with a chair,i don't know what's so nice to fight for a chair...well,i was sitting on the person's chair coz mine got sitted by someone else...he asked me to go back to my space to sit but it doesn't have a space so i told him no...he went to the other chair which was already sitted by my assistant moniter...they started arguing over the chair and mny teacher have been noticing them for twenty minutes....those stupid mongrel!!!anyway,our teacher got mad over the noise and thought that she herself was a boring teacher...she stomped to the front..turned off the projector...scolded us and went out of the class,banging the door so loudly that we might have to get a new door...i went to apologize to her but ended up crying back up stairs...she won;t listen to any of our apology...i feel terrible...now my boys are fighting with each other blaming all the fault on themselves....i was thinking if i went and find another chair..none of this would have happened...but my boys didn't blame it on me coz they don't want me to feel bad...i know eveything,but sometimes knowing everything isn't the best.....boys and teacher,i'm sorry,blame it on me.....

i hate humans

Why some ppl like when i online, call me to call my bro....i hate ppl like that!!!!!!! And i hate cruel ppl......Why do some humans have to be so cruel??...Don't they know that cruelty to me will have to pay a big price!!!!hehehehe

it's alright, it's ok

it's alright....everything went back to the way it's suppose to be.....Xuan forgave me....i'm juz so happy......but if she abandonned me again, it would be like this....it's alright,ok,i'm so much better without you,i won't be sorry,alright,ok,i'm so much better without.........

Today, my dad says we're going back to Raub.......although i'm not quite sure why he wants to go back so suddenly.......well, at least i will see my naughty cousins........well, maybe i don't really want to see my second cousin brother.....he's crazy.....

Today,at school....i accidently made my best friend hate......ow i feel so guilty.....i wish the guilt would stop,cause she is my bestest friend and losing her.......i felt so heart broken,i tried to apologize to her but she won't listen......now i feel like i just jumped into an errupting volcano,the volcano burned me and threw me to the forest ground. Xuan, i'm so sorry....

welcome to my first blog

welcome to my first blog.......everything will be written in english,so i hope you will understand...hehehehe