Saturday, May 18, 2013

Please be okay

I know you're strong and you think i'm a miracle amibg miracles, but i wouldn't be me today if it wasn't for God :) you're strong i gotta give it to you, but you're not superman, you don't have kryptonite; you're not iron man, you're not made of steel and deep down inside you know you're just a boy, i don't want to see you get hurt, i only want what you can give, and that's good enough for me..

I know there might not be a place in your heart for me, but at least i'm your friend.. i'm satisfied with that much. And of all the times we spent together, i hope you understand that even if things couldn't work out between us, i hope we still stay friends.

We share the same background, so i know what you think... i've been through the same. We're not that different. I just wish you could see my heart, i pray and i will pray hard for you, cause i want you to get what you deserve. Someone who knows how to treasure you. I can't just say i'll stay faithful as your friend forever, cause words don't mean anything without action.. let me prove it :)

Monday, May 13, 2013

I wish

Been a darn ling time since my last post.... i think i kinda like someone? I'm never telling who it is though muahahahaha xD oh yeah...

I wish you'de just let him go... it's bad enough that he fell heads over heels for you and got drunk! Please! Why can't you see that he likes you? Even if you don't like him back at least tell it to his face not ignore him and flee whenever you sse him..that's just crap!

I wish i could tell you how much you mean to me, but really there's no point anymore....i'm not THE girl.... you told me to give up on you through drunkeness...but do you really think i can? After eveything you told me? Hella NO!!

I really don't know what to think anymore... but i hoped that you would see...ir look at me just for once </3

Thursday, January 31, 2013

woahhhhh, been such a long time since i updated my blog :s well, youth camp has been awesome! rearry learned so much, though it took me some time to apply it, but it's a work in progress!! hahaha hey anyways! 
well, it's 2 people's birthday today, but hey seperate posts would be a waste of my time

dear schoolmate,
i ain't much of a friend, more like an acquaintance, but you ruined that a long time ago, you should be lucky on your birthday today! but, i kinda feel sorry that my best friend which you thought was your bestfriend too is gonna celebrate my birthday in LM today with me rather than head over to your house and celebrate yours on your actual birthday xD too bad for you, but you brought this on yourself xD

Dear Bry,
hahaha, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!! i posted that on facebook but prolly no ones ever gonna check my blog so yeah :s hahahaha happy birthday really, hanks for everything, really should thank your mom you're here...you've been a blessing and you know that! :D haha

shortest post ever,just to say happy birthday haha i'm done here see ya'll next time xD