why why why?!

why do you have to be like this??!!you don't have to treat your love like a football game==..it's just wrong!!

and, why do you to let me have hope and then let me down again?!it's not funny!!!do i look like the kind who likes to be treated as a doll?!!i mean seriously?!
urgh!!people get a life!!!!

You, everyone's love deserves to be respected!!even your's!!you like to treat your love like this!!!fine!!!be that way...you are a real disappointment!!!

why is the world so unfair?!oh great!!!fucking perfect!!
poeple who do nice things get treated like dolls!!but stupid people get all the credit!!!

i know everything that happened to me is all under God's plan to help me grow, so i will endure an tlerate with it!!i will go through all this pain, take a bullet straight through my brain!!!!xDD

i will fight till the end!!!!

CNY shopping and black butler

I just did some CNY shopping, bought some new clothes~~I WAS planning on buying a new book..., but then again i didn't get to, cause we bought the clothes, and there wasn't much money left==.....

Anyhow~~~

i'm now quite addicted to Black Butler, ut's so cool!!!!i can't bring myself to stop looking at ciel and sebastian!!!!

AND GRELL IS GAY!!!!OMG!!!!

this is so weird, my grandmother said i was sleep talking when i was taking a nap, i wonder if i said ny secrets out??...better not to....there's only one secret that i would keep to myself...

anyway~~my cousin went to NS~~he looks weird with his hair shaved!!!!and my friend too!!!!

they both look weird, lol==...going back to Raub next Friday, so i won't be on for the whole CNY week~then i'll be going to leisure mall with one of my best freind during primary schooL~~