you're beautiful~

OMG!!!!!
the korean drama is just so nice!!!!!
you're beautiful~
jang guen suk!!!!aaahhhh!!!!!
currently obssesed with it!!!!!!
huang tae kyung is so hot!!!!!
oh my goodness!
he's so cute!!!!!

anyway~~~~

jang guen suk stars in korean drama"you're beautiful", he plays the role of hunag tae kyung, a mean actor who pretends to be an angel (the name cam from their band A.N.JELL), when a new member came in(a girl, a nun, who came in as a boy in name of her brother who just suffered from surgery)..hunag tae kyung meets a girl e has never seen before...and he eventually fell in love with her!

OMG!!!!i can't believe it!!!!and i can't believe that i didn't notice he's the star of one missed call:final!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..he stars as the deaf violinist!!..but he died in the end to protect the girl he loved....OMG>>>i love him so much!!!!1!as much as robert pattinson!!!!!!!!!!!

ya man~

i went o leisure mall with some friends that day, and then it turned out to be a slumber party~

and yes it was fun!!!....tomorrow (wednesday), i'm going to my cousin's house for a sleepover because my cousin was bored for the holidays so i'm going there to accompany her for a few days....

my first countdown!!!!!is going to be on friday at pahang!!!!!!

i bet it's gonna be fun!

i'm going to upload photos of that particular day!!!!!

Christmas...

his christmas wasn't that bad....i spent the time reading my books..and i'm going to leisure mall sunday!!(a.k.a...todayxDD)

i wonder how it'll turn out to be like??

I'm sorry....

I'm sorry, i can't acccept you....it's not you i hate, i swear...i don't hate you, i just can't accept the fact that you're a playboy...

I still remember one time when u told me you have a girlfriend, then i saw pictures...then u tell me you have more than one girlfriend....

i can lie to everyone in the world but i can't lie to myself and God...God knows what i've been through...

I just don't want to be in a relationship so fast, AKA....not with you...the truth is if i accept, i might find some good in you that i didn't see before..buyt you have to lemme know..

I'm just so sorry...it's been so long, the fourth time this year..i jusy can't do it...not now...I"M SORRY!!

yay~

yay, i just found another paramore fan on facebook!! Finally, someone who approves of my likings instead of making fun of them...
weel, i guess it's good news for me....
i went to my friend's house for a swim today! so nice!! the water was so clear that when i came out of it, i actually, seriously wanna jum back in again, which gives another reason to get out of the pool....
then we made like 20 sandwiches and we have to stuff them all down...only three of us..(seriously, no joke here)
tomorrow i have another appointment to go to leisure mall with my friend..her mother is getting me lunch...i plan on buying a book called "Fallen".....then i'm gonna get my mom some new hairclips since she lost hers a few minutes ago...then i'm gonna go get myself a McFlurry~

this is gonna be the most fully packed holiday i ever had!!

Fearless

I'm stronger than any other ordinary girl,

I'm Fearless

I'm more independent,

I'm Fearless

I'm not afraid to show my true self,

I'm Fearless

I'm always trying to fake a smile,

I'm Fearless

I'm trying to build a strong bridge of friendship,

I'm Fearless

I'm always grumpy,

I'm Fearless

I'm still a girl...I have feelings, i'm not made of iron....even a fearless person would want to be weak sometimes....i guess i'm one of them...

misses and pisses

Misses and Pisses make a great difference,

Misses brings back great memories,

Misses gives you hope in life,

Misses are good to be having

Misses and Pisses make a great difference,
Pisses brings back nightmares,
Pisses make you lose hope,
Pisses makes you sick to be having

Misses and Pisses are two different things,

Misses and Pisses are like good and evil,

Misses and Pisses are like day and night,

But when i trust in the Lord,

He will guide me in making my Pisses into Misses...

He makes me feel that humanity still excists in this world..

Heavenly Father i thank you,

for bringing me my dear friends,

brothers and sisters,

and HOPE in life......

again and again

Again and again, you guys try to break my heart

Again and again, you ignore us,

again and again u forget who i am

how long am i suppose to suffer all this?!

everytime u do this to me i tell myself

it's ok, nothing is wrong.....but is it really? do you guys ever treated me like a friend...i'm like so hating this school more and more....with so many bitches i have to face everyday....every single class i know of will have alot of bitches....every single day i have to look at your face tell myself, and lie to myself that it's ok...but is it really?!

Again and again, u left us out,

again and again, you guys tore me to pieces,

again and again, i have to suffer the consequences

i can't keeo this up much longer....

everyday, i have to see all of your face and think to myself that i only have one true friend in this school...and yet that person is not in the same class with me and she has to suffer the sae consequences as me...everyday i se her, she tells me, everybody ignores me and i fell lonely....what have we done to offend you guys that makes you to have to treat us like dolls ...to play with us when u like it and to throw us away when you're bored with it....

For the last time!!! we're not dolls and we're not puppets!!!

we don't deserve this humiliation!!!!!!

I can't trust you TnT

I'm sorry, i believe that i can't trust you anymore

I'm sorry, i believe that you think i am glass and transparent..

I'm sorry, can you change my mind??

So sorry, have you ever even believed in me??

So sorry, i have to say no..

So sorry, Have you even tried to know me??

Forget it, you wouldn't understand..

Forget it, you wouldn't even mind..

Forget it, Just forget it....


Please just let me have hope in school again...because you neverdid treat me like a friend because i'm a friend.....TnT

Am i ever gonna fit in??

hey guys, sorry for not updating my blog for so long..well, it's official..i can't fit in this school..i always get left behind....here's a short story about how actually feel like in class...

There was a girl who just entered high school,she looks ugly and fat and yet a tomboy(that's me),in her seond week there, she was bullied by a bunch of fat headed bullies..once the bully case is over, she finds herself hard to make friends...she made a few new friends-mostly boys, in that matter-her old friends abandoned her...she felt terrible, but no one knows;she want's to cry, but no one to share te burden with, she can't tell her parents an she doesn't have many friends, the ones who befriend her are mostly all bitches.
One day, she meets another girl, who shares the same problem with her, being left out by the crowd..they both become very good friends.But unfortunately, they aren't in the same class, that makes it very hard for them to comunicate with each other,another problem occured....
As the days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months,evrything settled down,although it's hard for the two best friends to be together, they endured it. Although it's hard for them to make friends in the beginning,they overcome it...but because the girl doesn't likemostly all the girls in her class, she doesn't have anyone to talk to, the only company she had was the geek beside her(although she's not bad company).
The girl finds it hrd to fit in the school even after so long...the only friend she found worthy of keeping is the other girl and of course a few more who came to accept her as who she is and not what she's worth...She really misses her friends from primary school, all her boys there to have fun and comfort her...all her girls to chat with with when she needs a little bit af girl time(although she's a tomboy,it's still possible for girl time).She misses them dearly..
For evryone who makes her mind will be printed into her mind forever and tattooed across her heart forever....
(the girl she met,they were in the same primary school)XD

And that'show the story ends.....the girl is me..i am the girl...this is how high school will make you feel like if you're not popular..well, if this is how it goes then Hallelujah!So be it!because i'm tired of having people look at me with coloured eyes...this is me...and if thy are really my best friends, they will remember me as one~

OMG....

OMG....i cannot believe i am gonna watch new moon !!!! I am so happy!!! The Twilight Saga is my fave show and book.... I'm gonna watch it with a few friends....but unfoetinately...two of them MIGHT bail..i am so angry with them...They better show up at the cinema or else i'm gonna kill them at school!!

This is the poster~

So unfair......

OMG!!! what are they doing?? They say that i have no friends? ok...now i know that they don't see me as a friend..so unfair, they don't see me as a friend and yet i have to pay for their drinks!!! Who do they think they are!! how can they treat me this way!!! They treat me like a money user! If i ever have to pay for them again...i will not do it...that's misuse!! they don't treat me like a friend so why do i have to treat them like 1..although i wish i was their friend, we've known each other for so long....do i just have to give up?? those who saw this post pls leave a comment of what u think......

justin Bieber-Never Say Never(lyrics^^)

(By the way..the song is in my playlist..browse it if u want^^)

See I never thought that I could walk through fire.
I never thought that I could take the burn.
I never had the strength to take it higher,
Until I reached the point of no return.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
It's my destiny.

I will never say never (i will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up pick it up
Pick it up pick it up
up up up up up
and never say never (ne never say never x3)

I never thought I could feel this power.
I never thought that I could feel this free.
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower.
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
Cause this is my destiny.

I will never say never (i will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up pick it up
Pick it up pick it up
up up up up up
and never say never

Here we go!
Guess who?
JSmith and Jb!
I gotcha lil bro.
I can handle him.
Hold up, aight?
I can handle him.

Now he's bigger than me,
Taller than me.
And he's older than me,
And stronger than me.
And his arms a little bit longer than me.
But he ain't on a JB song with me!

I be trying a chill
They be trying to side with the thrill.
No pun intended, was raised by the power of Will.

Like Luke with the force, when push comes to shove.
Like Cobe with the 4th, ice water with blood.

I gotta be the best, and yes
We're the flyest.
Like David and Goliath,
I conquered the giant.
So now I got the world in my hand,
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land.

I will never say never (i will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up pick it up
Pick it up pick it up
up up up up up

I will never say never(i will fight)

I will fight till forever(make it right)

whenever you knock m down

I will not stay on the ground

pick it up pick it up

pick it up pick it up

up up up up up

Never say never

Annoying much!!!!!!!

i just came back from thailand....it was so fun...i can't seem to get rid of crazy cousin...anyway...i bought some key chains, a t-shirt, a necklace and some cute socks~guess what happened? my idioticchildish cousin cried on the last night..the adults went to see "tiger show"(not for children...u shuld know what kind of show it is ;) )well, when me and my elder cousin brother was sleeping..my cousin sister(the irritating 1)cried...we asked her what happened, she told us she missed her moomy..what the hell, i mean, we're on vacation and it's only a night without seeing your mother..when my uncle called us, nothing happened, when my aunt called us,she started cyying for a stupid reason...she is a total idiot,nobody will like her!!!

after that, i went to my cousin's house to stay for few days..last night...was the worst!!!!!!my cousin sister cried.. again..this time..she says she has a headache and cried through the whole night...=.=lll i mean what does that mean?? -for some particullar reason i think that she just wants to flirt with her parents- i mean like..that is just wrong...i mean she's 10 this year....10!!!! people who are 10 shouldn't be crying for suchstupid reasons!!!!!!!!!!

in other words...i just hate her attitude..crying just to flirt...even her mother hates it...it's the truth!!

secret vacation~

i'm having a secret vacation to thailand and my brother doesn't know about it...i'm just so happy that ican get rid if him for a few days...i don't have to bother taking care of him, i'll just put him in the back of my mnd for the vacation~i'll upload the pics when i come back!! so in other words...happy holiday to all students who are having a holiday..and it's been a great pleasure to put homework and stress behind for a while!!

A Brand New Nightmare

hey...sorry for not blogging for so long...been very bz lately, anyway, i've been to a new school..high school should be exact...well,it's just like high school without the musical....it's practically hell!!!! i absolutely hate it!!!!here's a few reasons

• been bullied in the second week by gangsters for no particullar reason
• my friends broke up with me and get together again!!
• bad service in the cafeteria...ugh...
• dirty toilets!!! yucks!!!!
• noisy...
• full with pests!!!!! noooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• filled with stupid gangsters!!!!
• lazy teachers!!
• impossible exams!!!!!
• pop quiz!!! ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now u know the reason of why i hate my new high school!!! it sucks!!!!i'de rather stay in primary school and have a good time with my friends~~