Singapore trip~

as promised, i would be updating this blog when i got back from Singapore~ and here i am! lmao*

well, met a new friend there~ met my uncle, had a great time with my cousins~ and yeah..i don't have to tell ya guys what actually happened, all ya have to do is search up the *bitch's gonna pay* post, and i repeat, anyone who saw it do not tell that person or i will freakin kill you!! lol, just kiddin, anyways... *________________*

well, first day we went to the science studio, and heck yeah it's not being teached my a teacher! BOOYA! well, the dino movie sucked, everyone fell asleep! well, not much to say bout that actually..

then we went to the universal studios, and yesh! i play CYLON 5 times! gimme a round of applause will ya? haha!well, i got to wtch the musical before we left and the vampire was hawt!! search up

'Monster Rock in Singapore universal studios " the vampire waved at me and told me to call him~ lmao! haha!! fun! if i could, i would want to get their facebook or twitter~~

hahas! anyways, i just found out that i have more unknown relatives, that again i have seen them before...== lol..well, that sucks!

saw some relatives, played alot, and working tomorrow as tuition teacher for my cousin...weepee lmao!

anyways, i'm done here today! see ya guys...the next time i have something to tell!

waiting for singapore trip ad special surprise! (haircut lmao)

yay!! on the 7th day of december! it will be my very first time on an airplane..wow, that sounds pathetic TT anyways..guess where i'm goin? no need to guess i already wrote it in the title! yes~ i'm goin to Singapore!! WHEE~~

anyways, VBS was really successful, no doubt it's a real pain dealing with the kids once they got sticky and keeps sticking to you for candy, but then it really paid off when a kid came and told me : "I want to have Jesus in my life to protect me." we did a prayer for him and yes, i'm really happy about it, those three days of pure torture and absolute no privacy paid off...the songs were quite fun too~ the kids really loved the power song~anyways..second day of VBS, i cut my hair!!! hahaha!!this time no more normal Letitia! it's me with reeeeeaaaally short hair quite stylish though xDD

well, since i have nothing else special to say, then goodbye for now~

Peace Out~

bitch's gonna pay!

HEY THERE!!! sorry for not updating my blog constantly, of course i will update it if something happened~

well, this is just great!! that bitchy teacher lost my project and she came and scolded me for not handing it in!!! bitch!! i'm tryin to stop saying f words from now on~ gonna try and be a good girl~ anyway, the story goes like this :

i was doing the project and everything blah blah blah! then she said that anyone who couldn't finish it could finish it at home, so she gave us the paper great, but the shitty thing here is that she gave everyone but me!! damn she's evil!! i mean, she gave everyone and i saw a big whole stack of about 20 papers left, i could get it!!so she scolded me and said there's not enough ! wow, so blind! so i went back to my spot and sat there and mumbled to myself! then my friends scolded me and said that she's actually a good teacher! shit no! i see nothing good in her that inspires me! she's so damn gonna pay for that, of course she's the teacher i can't do much so i only gave her the cold shoulders and rolled my eyes at her every time i see her and made sure that she saw it!

second story:
it was just yesterday and today(16.11.11 & 17.11.11)

she didn't come yesterday and that was a relief! but then she called a teacher and and told her to tell me to get me to redo my project! wth?! i did it and everyone in my class can prove it! before that, she called out names of whom finished it, and all my classmates heard it! ok fine! she lost my project then i have to do it again?! damn she's a bitch!!so today she called a prefect to call me out, when the prefect whispered to me : "your KH teacher..." i went crazy, nuts and berserk and i just yelled in front of the guys! of course the guys are like my best friends so they would understand..i kept yellin : bitch! you lost my project and i have to do it again?! F you!! you good for nothing useless worthless low life teacher! but i had no choice since the marks would infect my PMR grades, so i went down and redo it...when i went up, everyone knew the story over again....well, at least they understand! and even the girls understood! finally!! one day that bitch's gonna pay-----hardcore style!

man it feels good to let it out! thank you for listening !

PEACE OUT!!

social network____facebook_twitter_youtube_google plus

TWITTER

well, i use to have a twitter account, but i didn't know how to use it.. so apparently it's dead== now i have created a new account~ you guys can go search for me__LetitiaLiew
i'll reply to your tweets~ or maybe not, well, follow if you want!!

FACEBOOK

let's say i'm gonna be active for twitter from now on, but i have always been active for facebook~~ same also, add me if you want___Letitia Yan,....i do hope to have more friends on facebook~ no stalkers though~ if i don't get a good feeling from you, i'll decline the friend request~

YOUTUBE

i'm only commenting, so there;s not much to say in this category, oh wait there is~

i wanna give a shout out to Ryan Higa, Kevin Wu, Victor King, JR Aquino, D-Trix, Chestersee and Andrew Garcia~ YTF! you guys rock!! although i wasn't there for the show, i really wish that i could be there or at least attend a YTF show!! If you guys ever come to MALAYSIA, pls!! let me know~ i really wanna meat YTF!! i'm kinda like a youtube freak! i really love you guys! twitter me?? (LetitiaLiew)

GOOGLE PLUS

apparently, google plus said i'm not old enough to join...so..seriously nothing to talk bout in this category!

well, that's all for today! thanks for stopping by~

catching up~

hey guys!! i know it's been a long time since i updated this blog but hey~ i'm here now~~

Although basketball is fun and also a whole lot of exercise. getting hurt is also part of the process, yes world! Letitia Tylor Liew Hew Yan has sprained her ankle!! gimme a clap! TT it's a price to pay i guess. i guess i should be careful with my leg from now on, at least until my next match~


Here's something depressing, now only do i realise that i have only a few
"true friends"..bummer...They are the ones who wouldn't abandon me in my time of need and would actually accept me for who i am..Others??? Well, they are just being mean!


A few days ago, one of my friend's hair was being cut because it was fashion hair..Ouch..well, he's been very upset and depressed. he really loves his hair. His hair is like one of the things that make him look good. I'll miss his hair, but there's nothing i can do about it, It's already cut!


And also, i'm going swimming tomorrow yay~~~ well, i'm going to leisure mall to hang out with my best  , and btw, I'm going gonna have to go buy another reference book..bummer, i hate it so much! urgh! and!! i'm gonna go watch JOHNNY ENGLISH REBORN!! HOLLA!! 


 And b the way, is it really that necessary to have a boyfriend at this age?? i don't think so... then why are all the stupid ppl out there being so selfish?? 


And to all the mea friends of mine out there? it's like i'm the one you love to hate! but not today!! so shut up shut up shut up!! And there's nothing you can do to make me change my mind unless you change with yourself...LOL xD

Well, that's it for now~ until tomorrow~ bye guys~~

TEEHEE~

err..randomness and things you guys missed out on~

1::7::2011
well, since teacher's day passed, i had to get tuition== heck no!! Gosh, i hate it so much!! why is it that i have to have tuition when the one who really needs it is my brother?? so unfair!!! but at least, i met some new friends and the guy which i never thought that he could be going to the same tuition as me is going to the same tuition...hell no!! at the very very least, my friend which fell into my all time pursuing and she goes to the same tuition with me~~ yeah~~
23::7::2011
today i had plans to go swimming at UCSI with my friend, but unfortunately, when she saw that there's some coaches teaching, she sucked it in~ she got scared and probably freaked out...well, that's a bummer~ but at least, she went to the peak with me and my friends and my brother~ well, it was fun!! it was definately better than going alone~ we went to the jacuzzi, the poll, and believe it or not, the sauna...well, it was damn humid inside, so after 10 minutes, i gave in...went out~ well, it was still fun!! had some snacks after it~ hahaha...fun packed day~~

stupidness

stupid!!!!!! argh!!! darn you geografy folio.....damn you!! blekk!!!

hate you!!!...and now...if anyone wants to know how i feel...search up the 'she wolf' post...cause jalinan mesra is coming!!!!!!!! aaahhhh!!!!!!

TT..i'm havin...a...hard time~

Royal Rangers Malaysia 3rd Central District Pow Wow 2011

2 weeks ago, i attended my second RR camp, the feeling i feel was extraordinary, i thought it was a dream but yet it's real...this is my testimony and basically me in camp~

Testimony:
up untill January, i thought that i was never gonna be able to attend another RR camp ever again since RR was canceled in my church due to lack of commanders, then my best friend came along and invited me to POW WOW 2011...i was so happy!!! when i reached camp, i found my first and last commander there(commander Raymond Chee) i was ro happy, so relieved to see someone i know there, and in camp, it impacted my life alot..it made me realise that there's more to life than jst sorrows and emo stuff, just because that's what i have to face everyday, doesn't mean that the whole wor is cruel...don't be a submarine christian(message of camp)!!! i am invictus!! i can conquer all probems that come in my way and overcome everything that's keeping me away from Jesus!! Hallelujah!!when i received my altar call, it was a good experience i can tell other people..i was touched by the Holy Spirit, i cried and cried and cried non-stop...being touched by the Holy Spirit has also brought me one more step closer to God, although it may be a small step, but it is a good start, that small step may be leading me to a whole new life, more spiritually....As i grow more spiritually in God's path everyday, i can feel myself become stronger and also more undefeatable...Amen!! everytime i'm happy i see 2 footprints on the ground, everytime i'm happy God shares it with me and enjoy my happiness; everytime i'm sad i see only one footprint printed strongly on the ground, i always thought that they were my footprints..bearing everything sad and sorrowful on my back...then in camp, i realised that those aren't my footprints, they're God's footprints..everytime i'm sad, the only footprints that willl be see is god's footprints as He will be the one carrying me through my hard times, helping me go through every obstace that i encounter in my life..Amen!!

the end

well, i had a really good time in camp...i met wonderful people, had a really wonderful time n camp!! it was AMAZING~~i am so going to camporama next year!! yes!! will do!! camporama here i come!!

I met a few people in camp that reallly helped me through my hard times...Sarah, Josh, Jeremiah, Justin, Yvette....thank you guys!! you really helped me out in camp...

And special thanks to my best friend Jasmine, for bringing me to camp and really taught me alot, thank you Jas, love you~

check out some pictures of camp at this page~:

3rd central district pow wow

the 3rd central district pow wow [which was held in ulu yam] really impacted my life, my comanders reeeaaally helped me throughout the camp and i had fun within it!! When i went to camp, i thought i was gonna be the emo freak again...but even being the emo freak you coul make friends, i made some wonderful friends..and had alot of fun with the highlights, i thank God for giving me this chance to come to camp, hallelujah!! praise the Lord!!

anyway, camp made me realize that i shouldn't hide what i have inside that belongs to God, from now on, no more submarine christian, i'm gonna be a full-time christian and try to impact lives and bringing them to the presence of the Lord with the power that i have, i thank God for helping me to realise that i want to live my life meaningfully, i'm still gonna be the loud-emo-freaky-tomboyish-me but i will use what i have and my story will be a testimony to others, the devil will have no more effect on me as i will pass my whole life and all my trust unto the Lord, as He will help me and guide me through my problems, i will let Him fill my with the presence of His glory, Amen.

i knew that God will help me and carry me through my hard times, that he will be my feet when i cannot walk, His footprints will be the only footprints i see in the sand on the beach when i'm in trouble or having a hard time, He will carry me on His back or carry me in His arms when i can't support myself, He will be there for me...Amen!!!

praise the Lord with all my heart!!! as said in the bible, we will never be alone as He will always be with us in our hearts even through hard times and happy times...Amen!! i will pass the remote control of my heart to Him and lay them unto His feet, that he will be the one using it to control my life, that he will be able to fill it, in the name of Jesus...Amen!!!

will camp be nice??

it's monday today, i'm already worrying about wednesday's camp!!! lol!!! freaking afraid here, not to mention i'm gonna be taking a strangers car there...i've never seven seen the guy's face, but no choice, i choose to trust him since he's a christian..well, no choice~

i'm worried if camp will be nice or if i will fit in?...i never did fit in really good anywhere..i'm kinda like the emo freak, people get scared by me on first sight, and they wouldn't even get to know me before avoiding me..people are mean..gosh..i'm scared now, i've gotta fake a friendly smile when i reach there!!!! i can't let myself get scared, i won't allow it...no one's going to comfort me now..not my mom..not her...i can only rely on myself, it's always been like that...the emo freak has to rely on her independance...

once again, calvin has confessed to me..eventually, he broke up with his girlfriend because he saw his girlfriend kissing another guy, well, sucks for him..he asked me to be his pretend girlfriend...well, it's pretend...i said yes and he asked for a kiss....i was like...what the fuck?!

is he serious????aparently yes....freaked me out, i called off the deal, an he said no more kiss..as long as wecan find a way to have evenge on his ex....well, that was freaky...

that's it for now, see you guys next time~

never thought this would happen

i never thought that a day would come that i would say "the person i hate mot in the world is my mom" I'm not surprise though....

story starts like this...

me and my brother are just playing, he went into my room and i blocked it with only one finger he used a great force, so when i let go of the finger, the door banged really loudly...and my mom went berserk....now she won't talk to us...she made me cut myself....i cut myself!!!
I CUT MYSELF!!!!!with my compass!!!!! i'm utterly stupid!!!
i promise myself, i would never again cut myself for her!!! that woman pushed my brother!!!
i swear that if she ever hurt my family again!!!i will fight her...and i'm not joking bout that!!I'm not...serious face here....hello?!

not gonna say so much about it anymore, i've learn to ignore all the things she's trying to do to hurt me...i have turned my heart to stone, i will not let anyone hurt me anymore...

I WANNA BE A WARRIOR-TO PROTECT MYSELF AND THE PEOPLE I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT AROUND ME...AND IF BETRAYAL IS YOUR CHOICE TOWARDS ME, IT'S PAYBACK BABY~~

it's not my fault & holday stuff~~

my mom thinks that everything i do, will never be good, and no matter how good i've done, it will never be good enough....i've already got used to the silent treatments she gave me, and btw, whenever she has a problem, she'l come running to me first, but i don't see her running to me first whenever there's something good..on the other hand, my brother, who never did anything right, always gets the credits!! don't i count as something, why is it that in my mother's heart, i will never be as good as anyone, or maybe even better than my brother, i get a's and my brother fails!!! can do anything my brother and even better, but why is it that my mom treats us so differently..does it have something do with gender?i ws thinking bout leaving, butthen a word of struck me..if someone slaps you on the right face, then give him the left and let him slap again..love your enemies as you love yourself...i suddenly thought that maybe this is a stupid idea...stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!so i stayed...


holiday stuff~~
this holiday was the best yet the worst ever!! it was good that i don't need to go to school, but also bad that the teachers gave alot of homework and assignments!!!!i ws so damn pissed off~!
well, finished abit of the science and history work, movng on ....holiday sucks and rocks!!my conclusion!!!

to the first thing here, i'm coming home, i'm coming home, tell the world that i'm coming home, let the rain, wash away all my pains of yesterday, i know my kingdom awaits, and they've forgiven my mistakes, i'm coming home i', coming home, tell the world that i'm coming.......home....
a house is not a home oh i hte this song, is a house really a home, when your loved ones is gone??
well, that's quite it for now.... see ya on my next post

after CNY. hell starts

CNY is over now.....the worst day of my life, because it means school's starting!!!!!
when school starts means i'm gonna be dead, cause i'm not done with my homework!!!!i'm gonna go do my homework right after my mom left for the CNY party at m y cousin's house...i wish i could go!!!i miss my cousin brother, he's going back to national service on wednesday, i wish he could stay!!then we would be able to chat and bicker on facebook!!!haha!!

my homework, yes...aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
my homework means hell to me!!!!!i don't get why some people like homewrok so much!!!it's damn boring!shit!!!!xDD

anyways, i had a great day at leisure mall celebrating my birthday with my friends today, it was fun actually!!!i met an old friend of mine today~~and..we...watched............THE GREEN HORNET!!!!!!OMG, although i don't like Jay chou sao much, but this movie is definately an epic movie!!if you're asking me, yes it is way cool!!!!!and it id downright damn funny!!!!!

well, that's all for today, see ya guys next week~~

*TEEHEE*

what the hell~~

avril lavigne's what the hell is way epic!!and fucking perfect!!it's so cool~
man i love Avril lavigne so much!!!!speaking of what the hell, here is my main topic....

i'm alright, i'm ok,i can do better without her...i don't care what she thinks about me, i can be myself and that's how i'm gonna be happy!!....there's no other YOU in he world..so why do i wanna be normal i the first place?..man i'm dumb, i should be the special me i am now, i should be happy, no matter how i am....

Why be normal when you can be special?!
for all those out there, i'm sharing my experience with you guys, if people betray you, don't care bout them..if they can't accept what you are, means they are not your true friends!!!

A true friend is someone you can trust on and that he/she can accept you specail self...i found mine..and i hope everyone out there can get it too~!

*TEEHEE*

why why why?!

why do you have to be like this??!!you don't have to treat your love like a football game==..it's just wrong!!

and, why do you to let me have hope and then let me down again?!it's not funny!!!do i look like the kind who likes to be treated as a doll?!!i mean seriously?!
urgh!!people get a life!!!!

You, everyone's love deserves to be respected!!even your's!!you like to treat your love like this!!!fine!!!be that way...you are a real disappointment!!!

why is the world so unfair?!oh great!!!fucking perfect!!
poeple who do nice things get treated like dolls!!but stupid people get all the credit!!!

i know everything that happened to me is all under God's plan to help me grow, so i will endure an tlerate with it!!i will go through all this pain, take a bullet straight through my brain!!!!xDD

i will fight till the end!!!!

CNY shopping and black butler

I just did some CNY shopping, bought some new clothes~~I WAS planning on buying a new book..., but then again i didn't get to, cause we bought the clothes, and there wasn't much money left==.....

Anyhow~~~

i'm now quite addicted to Black Butler, ut's so cool!!!!i can't bring myself to stop looking at ciel and sebastian!!!!

AND GRELL IS GAY!!!!OMG!!!!

this is so weird, my grandmother said i was sleep talking when i was taking a nap, i wonder if i said ny secrets out??...better not to....there's only one secret that i would keep to myself...

anyway~~my cousin went to NS~~he looks weird with his hair shaved!!!!and my friend too!!!!

they both look weird, lol==...going back to Raub next Friday, so i won't be on for the whole CNY week~then i'll be going to leisure mall with one of my best freind during primary schooL~~