Wednesday, June 29, 2011

stupidness

stupid!!!!!! argh!!! darn you geografy folio.....damn you!! blekk!!!

hate you!!!...and now...if anyone wants to know how i feel...search up the 'she wolf' post...cause jalinan mesra is coming!!!!!!!! aaahhhh!!!!!!

TT..i'm havin...a...hard time~

Friday, June 24, 2011

Royal Rangers Malaysia 3rd Central District Pow Wow 2011

2 weeks ago, i attended my second RR camp, the feeling i feel was extraordinary, i thought it was a dream but yet it's real...this is my testimony and basically me in camp~

Testimony:

up untill January, i thought that i was never gonna be able to attend another RR camp ever again since RR was canceled in my church due to lack of commanders, then my best friend came along and invited me to POW WOW 2011...i was so happy!!! when i reached camp, i found my first and last commander there(commander Raymond Chee) i was ro happy, so relieved to see someone i know there, and in camp, it impacted my life alot..it made me realise that there's more to life than jst sorrows and emo stuff, just because that's what i have to face everyday, doesn't mean that the whole wor is cruel...don't be a submarine christian(message of camp)!!! i am invictus!! i can conquer all probems that come in my way and overcome everything that's keeping me away from Jesus!! Hallelujah!!when i received my altar call, it was a good experience i can tell other people..i was touched by the Holy Spirit, i cried and cried and cried non-stop...being touched by the Holy Spirit has also brought me one more step closer to God, although it may be a small step, but it is a good start, that small step may be leading me to a whole new life, more spiritually....As i grow more spiritually in God's path everyday, i can feel myself become stronger and also more undefeatable...Amen!! everytime i'm happy i see 2 footprints on the ground, everytime i'm happy God shares it with me and enjoy my happiness; everytime i'm sad i see only one footprint printed strongly on the ground, i always thought that they were my footprints..bearing everything sad and sorrowful on my back...then in camp, i realised that those aren't my footprints, they're God's footprints..everytime i'm sad, the only footprints that willl be see is god's footprints as He will be the one carrying me through my hard times, helping me go through every obstace that i encounter in my life..Amen!!


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well, i had a really good time in camp...i met wonderful people, had a really wonderful time n camp!! it was AMAZING~~i am so going to camporama next year!! yes!! will do!! camporama here i come!!


I met a few people in camp that reallly helped me through my hard times...Sarah, Josh, Jeremiah, Justin, Yvette....thank you guys!! you really helped me out in camp...


And special thanks to my best friend Jasmine, for bringing me to camp and really taught me alot, thank you Jas, love you~


check out some pictures of camp at this page~:

Sunday, June 5, 2011

3rd central district pow wow

the 3rd central district pow wow [which was held in ulu yam] really impacted my life, my comanders reeeaaally helped me throughout the camp and i had fun within it!! When i went to camp, i thought i was gonna be the emo freak again...but even being the emo freak you coul make friends, i made some wonderful friends..and had alot of fun with the highlights, i thank God for giving me this chance to come to camp, hallelujah!! praise the Lord!!

anyway, camp made me realize that i shouldn't hide what i have inside that belongs to God, from now on, no more submarine christian, i'm gonna be a full-time christian and try to impact lives and bringing them to the presence of the Lord with the power that i have, i thank God for helping me to realise that i want to live my life meaningfully, i'm still gonna be the loud-emo-freaky-tomboyish-me but i will use what i have and my story will be a testimony to others, the devil will have no more effect on me as i will pass my whole life and all my trust unto the Lord, as He will help me and guide me through my problems, i will let Him fill my with the presence of His glory, Amen.

i knew that God will help me and carry me through my hard times, that he will be my feet when i cannot walk, His footprints will be the only footprints i see in the sand on the beach when i'm in trouble or having a hard time, He will carry me on His back or carry me in His arms when i can't support myself, He will be there for me...Amen!!!

praise the Lord with all my heart!!! as said in the bible, we will never be alone as He will always be with us in our hearts even through hard times and happy times...Amen!! i will pass the remote control of my heart to Him and lay them unto His feet, that he will be the one using it to control my life, that he will be able to fill it, in the name of Jesus...Amen!!!