Saturday, May 18, 2013

Please be okay

I know you're strong and you think i'm a miracle amibg miracles, but i wouldn't be me today if it wasn't for God :) you're strong i gotta give it to you, but you're not superman, you don't have kryptonite; you're not iron man, you're not made of steel and deep down inside you know you're just a boy, i don't want to see you get hurt, i only want what you can give, and that's good enough for me..

I know there might not be a place in your heart for me, but at least i'm your friend.. i'm satisfied with that much. And of all the times we spent together, i hope you understand that even if things couldn't work out between us, i hope we still stay friends.

We share the same background, so i know what you think... i've been through the same. We're not that different. I just wish you could see my heart, i pray and i will pray hard for you, cause i want you to get what you deserve. Someone who knows how to treasure you. I can't just say i'll stay faithful as your friend forever, cause words don't mean anything without action.. let me prove it :)

Monday, May 13, 2013

I wish

Been a darn ling time since my last post.... i think i kinda like someone? I'm never telling who it is though muahahahaha xD oh yeah...

I wish you'de just let him go... it's bad enough that he fell heads over heels for you and got drunk! Please! Why can't you see that he likes you? Even if you don't like him back at least tell it to his face not ignore him and flee whenever you sse him..that's just crap!

I wish i could tell you how much you mean to me, but really there's no point anymore....i'm not THE girl.... you told me to give up on you through drunkeness...but do you really think i can? After eveything you told me? Hella NO!!

I really don't know what to think anymore... but i hoped that you would see...ir look at me just for once </3