my mom thinks that everything i do, will never be good, and no matter how good i've done, it will never be good enough....i've already got used to the silent treatments she gave me, and btw, whenever she has a problem, she'l come running to me first, but i don't see her running to me first whenever there's something good..on the other hand, my brother, who never did anything right, always gets the credits!! don't i count as something, why is it that in my mother's heart, i will never be as good as anyone, or maybe even better than my brother, i get a's and my brother fails!!! can do anything my brother and even better, but why is it that my mom treats us so differently..does it have something do with gender?i ws thinking bout leaving, butthen a word of struck me..if someone slaps you on the right face, then give him the left and let him slap again..love your enemies as you love yourself...i suddenly thought that maybe this is a stupid idea...stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!so i stayed...
holiday stuff~~
this holiday was the best yet the worst ever!! it was good that i don't need to go to school, but also bad that the teachers gave alot of homework and assignments!!!!i ws so damn pissed off~!
well, finished abit of the science and history work, movng on ....holiday sucks and rocks!!my conclusion!!!
to the first thing here, i'm coming home, i'm coming home, tell the world that i'm coming home, let the rain, wash away all my pains of yesterday, i know my kingdom awaits, and they've forgiven my mistakes, i'm coming home i', coming home, tell the world that i'm coming.......home....
a house is not a home oh i hte this song, is a house really a home, when your loved ones is gone??
well, that's quite it for now.... see ya on my next post
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