kinda going through a hard time..so i decided to blog.. kinda..LOL...
to Mr 1312.
a few weeks ago you confessed.. i gotta say, i was shocked that you never gave up.. not just that but also, you took everything to a next level.. a.k.a DRAMA!! we were great friends before..why would you wanna break that? putting us in a relationship when it was one sided ain't really what you wanted either right?
but please, you can;t expect me to like you when i already like someone else...i need some time away from you...please! i have enough to think i don;t want more to be added! and you know it! i trusted you enough to tell you what i'm going through...but can't you understand? you might be a year older than me, but that doesn't actually make you boss of everything you know..PLEASE! i just want to be friends..not listing you in the friend zone or anything if that's what you're afraid of...i just wish you never asked that...we were once so close together... all that hasn't changed! you changed! i tried! i really did! but please!! urgghh!!!
i thought you meant what you sad, heh, you'd think a girl would learn!
INSOMNIA
having insomnia for a month now, couldn't sleep at night... feel like a walking corpse! shoot this! i just want to go to bed is that so hard?! but on the bright side... Matthew 11:28 "come to me all ye who are weary and burdened and i will give you rest" it worked, prayer is the key to every spiritual warfare... i'm still going through some now...losing hope in life...but i have faith, He's gonna be the one to change it! thanks to a certain someone that reminded me that :) thanks Bro! you were there when i needed someone to be... thanks! but still srry that you got bored..and don;t tell me you haven't..don't tell me it ain't true when it obviously is..i'm 15, an adolescent, not a kid...i can think.. and i act happy,
but not behind every smiley face is real happiness, you taught me that too didn't you?
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