I'M SORRY GUYS, I'VE FAILED YOU.
i'm really sorry guys, i don't deserve your care. i'm really sorry. i haven't been able to think clearly for the past couple of days..i'll continue to trust God that he'll provide a solution for all my problems. but for what i did and what i'm gonna do..i'm so sorry guys, i haven't been able to think straight and clearly for a solution. but i know all these have to come to an end, and dear Bry, thanks for being there for me when i desperately needed someone there...but everything's changing now, since yesterday, everything's gotta change, i finally understand that now. don't waste your time on me, because i don't deserve this, there are other people out there who needs your care more than i do..they might need it for 100% and having their cases even more badly than mine...they need you more, i guess we'll just be friends then :) you don't have to care anymore..none of you have to care anymore...because everything is over...i'm done, i can't take this anymore...i know i've said it before and in the end i always turn out fine. and this time it will be the same...i'll be fine, so none of you have to worry bout me anymore...i'll stand strong like how i always have. i'll make sure i'm fine and maybe when you see me in the streets, you can pretend you don't know me...break ties with me or whatever if you want, but i can't take this any longer. i've failed.. and this time what she did, and what i've seen in my house last night, i can say i'm half joyed but also in the same time i feel so much like killing myself.... just ending this life...but it's not my life to end....
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